I hope i can stop edging.

Ed September 26, 2012 at 3:45 am Day 87 and have also been practising some innergame meditation. Have edged just once, in that time. Deadlifted 147.5 kg 4 x 5, and am hitting some new pbs in the gym.

Ed September 29, 2012 at 9:47 pm Made it to Day 90, feel great.

Rasko Eel September 30, 2012 at 5:25 am It just seems that I can’t get to day 7 without having at least one nocturnal emission. I know they don’t count, so in fact I did make it past day 7. However, it doens’t feel like a complete abstinence. I really need to find a way to stop them if that is even possible.

Sadly, a few days ago I relapsed after abstaining for like 3 weeks (from pictures, not porn). And now I fully know I won’t go back to it again. It just wasn’t that exciting anymore. Abstaining gives me more self esteem and a more relaxed attitude when i’m with girls. Seeing the benefits of that, I think I will never go back to masturbation.

@Ed! Respect for the 90 days, man!! Keep it up!!

Ed October 1, 2012 at 1:55 am Made it to Day 91 and lapsed. If I can resist in the next day or two I should be able to reboot. Next few days can test the willpower a bit.

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