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Last night I met with the boys for a bit of midweek catch up on the long weekend. It had been an eventful weekend for all. There were dates to discuss, upcoming holidays and sex tales! Our talk somehow got serious… honesty and gay relationships. In an age when everyone is out of the closet and being gay is so passé, how honest are we with ourselves?

That was the question that my friend Patrick posed to the group. We all had to answer using a scale from one (very dishonest) and ten (very honest). Most of us answered somewhere in between. Maybe we were all answering the question dishonestly. There were no ten answers. I said seven or eight but in reality and in all honesty, I was more of a three or four.

Our little truth or dare got me thinking...about my own honesty. I am out to my family, to my work mates and to my friends. I marched in the Mardi Gras pride parade and have a rainbow flag on my fridge. Yet, I live in denial and I am dishonest about my feelings and emotions and my relationships.